Push

Pretending that I'm not there
'Coz it hurts too damn much to care.


Afraid the tears will fall.
Terrified to break this doll.


Words that must be said
Without me running to my bed.


This is hard on all of us.
We try to talk, we fight, we cuss.


For every battle that I win,
There's another waiting over the hill.


I fight to see how strong I can be
But you always seem to want more from me.


I know you only push to help me

But push comes to shove and I'm empty.