Existing

I am unfocused.

Scattered.

I don't know what I want.

The closer I get to something
The less I seem to want it.

Afraid to commit?

Afraid to fail?

Uncertain.

Confused.

I plan and I plan
But I never follow through.

My life could be so much better.

I could be so much better.

I didn't jump.
And now I'm stuck.

How can I move
When the thought scares me to death?

What do I do
When I don't know what I want?


I'm just existing,

Waiting to live.